[**iTs.mY__LiFe.]

2004-11-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

yo.
tdy.
heex.
currently listenin to tangled up in me.
rawks.
morn.
watch troy.
so darn nice.
then read mag.
then bout 5.
sent ri ta da airport.
she goin hm.
loLx.
dorn miss her.
hahs.
haixx.
then buy mag.
then read mag.
molly + val + jenny + zac + josh + matt + amanda.
came.
then v. fun
kinda.
then tok tok tok.
haix.
so sad.
ytd. me gx. deb. tok on fone.
then my mum pick up n heard evry damn thing.
deb.
her opinion of u worsened le.
haixxxxxxxx.

.-^.=,*/[[`myLIFeISruiNED!]]

2004-11-02T02:26:00.000-08:00

woohoo!!!
yo.
tdy.
fabxxx.
morn.
woke at 9.
cuz of scuk.
then bathe.
bleahx.
then morn stuff.
then pack bag.
watch [mean gurls]
so kewL.
then went for sci. remedial.
sighs.
embarassing.
peeps who went.
:: weixiang. april. alvin. lipoh. weijun. keng siang. haikal. ::
ultra boring.
hahs.
felicia! my life is not perfect.
hahs.
i don have perfect teeth.
i want BRACES!
loLx.
then went fer band.
conductor damn bushuang.
i love mamma mia!
rawks!
then said a big "hi!" so cute!
hahs.
shes one small funnie gurl.
lolx.
after band.
go plaza.
AGAIN.
sianhzation.
eat at long john silver.
again.
woos.
finally went out.
soo happy.
lolx.
then take bus go home lor.
n here i am! hi!!!!
lame.
toodles.

[[`uLtiMaTe yOo.
`its you.
*youre the ultimate.
`its automatic. im sure of it.
*no lie. so don nida try.
`tell me that youre not da guy.
*ive been waitin all my life.
`for sumone jux like yoo.
*youre it.
`youre the uLtImAtE yOo.

2004-11-01T04:27:00.000-08:00

woahx.
tdy went ta orchard wif mum.
she dragged me outofbed at 12.
heex.
slept late ytd.
meet her fwen at borders.
sianhxx.
then went ta kms/goldwell.
dyed hair.
as models.
kewl.
then go jurongwest.
ate long john silver.
paint nails white.

wtf.
i [[totally]] hate my dad.
hes damn *****
hate him foreva.
thankew fer ruinin my life.

song lyrics.*
`you wanna know more more more bout me.
*im da girl who's kickin.
`da coke machine.
*im da one thats honkin at you.
`cuz i left late again.
*hey `hey *hey
get tangled up in me.

2004-10-31T01:36:00.000-08:00

+~*[[`woopsie.
yo.
tdy.
kewL. not.
went ta church.
met cLare.
BLEAHS.
n geraldine.
n loads of peeps.
frm p. scuk.
my nightmares.
hahs.
din even recognise amos.
duh.
hes still that height.
loLx.
yeahyeah. im mean!.
boring.
then went fer lunch.
duh.
near great world.
with jo's grandmama.
woots.
wud a jumpy old lil lady.
listened ta music.
1985.
loLx.
then cLassic.
then 93.3
chinese.
BLEAHS.
watched white chicks fer da THIRD time.
see how bored im ?
please free me.
sighs.
grounded 4eva.
then smsed [[HIM]]
then use com.
no one in gb.
so post.
BLEAHS.
gudbye.

+~*[[`don`t.steal.my.wings. justletmeFLY//*.

2004-10-31T01:14:00.000-08:00

ok yo.
i know.
boring.

2004-10-30T02:31:00.000-07:00

hey. holi now. kewL. not. with my results. im like grounded foreva. i passed everyth but sci. not my best subj. i guess. my sci. jux doesnt get any btr. mum so mad at me. i wonder if things will ever be da same again. i feeL like i shld finally grow up. i sat on my window pane jux now//lookin at rain. and then mum came in. gawd! i almost fell off. but i din. anyway. sad. i changed frm gud gurl to rebellious kid. no wonder mum couldn stand me. fan too. she totally freaked. i mean, she screamed at me tdy. she said. "can yOo be normal for, like. a second?" gawd. im sooo hurt. i wish i cld turn time, and i wld do it all btr this time. i wont flunk anything. anymore . but its all wishful thinkin. so wud am i tokin about. im a negative person. rite? yeahhhh. sighx.

uLtImAtE yOo.

nEgAtIvE.

dRaMa qUeEn.

fReAkIfIeD.

- gEt tAnGLeD uP iN mE.

2004-10-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

sighx. in front was damn kewl. haiXx. behind was kinda soury. ermms. sighx. ok. tday. ermms. ohya. ANNOUNCMENT [new email. FLOODmyMAILbox.//-- retardedfreako@yahoo.com.sg. hAhs. in da morn. went ta scuk. duh. moody. not soo happy. lotsa unfinished stuff. sighx. then saw deb n feli 's smilin faces. felt much btr. then saw mel too. kinda ok le. then juxX a total bore after tt. juXx tt tdy damn warm. or shld i say IT WAS HOT!!!! and even tho da break was sooo long. stupid weather made me so upset. hahs. then during go ta hall. i sat with feli. she seemed kinda sad. then i did smth crazy. i asked her if i cld give her a hug. and i did. she looked kinda shocked or smth. hope she felt btr. me n qing lastime like tt too. but SOOO not les. its ok to love ur fwens....... okok. anyway. bye bye. toodles. ciao

uLtImAtE yOo.

fReAkIFiEd.

dRaMa qUeeN.

tAnGlEd iN mE.

inLOVEwifYOO[still.........................]

bezziefwens. 4eva[n]eva[n]eva.

2004-10-25T06:07:00.000-07:00

-iM dA gUrL wHo kIcKeD dA cOkE mAchInE.

todae was fabx. soo KEWL. hahs. wHooHOO! hAhs. wE went singapore art museum. i take weixiang fone sms n sms [[HIM]] a.k.a cHris. so kewL. hAhs. tHen feLi.dEb.mE take lotsa pics. so KEWL. hahs. v. lame. then after that, we go bck ta scuk. loads of chattin n sorts. but still soo fun! then. fer da first time, called [[HIM]] oHmIgOsH. sOooOoO KEWL! hAhS. so fun. indian+british... [[shhh.~ secret!!!]] `anyway. kewL! wE cHaT n cHaT. sOoOo sHuAng. ILIKEYOO! hAhs. hE kNowS lar. tHen bAnD. sOoO kEwL. hahs. me n deb yakked n so funny. hahs. then gort one time, my file n hers drop. hahs!!! KEWL! then sooo fun. then we tok tok tok. HOHO :) tHen, aFteR tHaT, bOrrow fone frm deb. call [[HIM]] then me mel. deb. walked to e bUsToP. dA jourmey always damn fun. we so playful. hahs. i so HYPER!!! hAhS. wItChGeR!!! hAhS. ooooh. [HEsCALLIN]] bYeS!!!!!
these ppl rawk my life today :: :: :: deb.feli.mel.ian.chris.ivory.trace.bel.alexis.

dRaMa qUeEn.

uLtImAtE yOo.

tAnGlEd uP iN mE.

fReAkIfIeD.

bEzZifWeNs4eVa[n]eVa[n]eVa.

ruLe oN.

sPiK. sPoX. sPoON.

2004-10-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

oLa.

aM i eArLy oR wUd.

sIgHx.

jUx nOw wEnT fEr

pIaNo lEsSoNs.

gOt sCoLdEd aGaIn.

sIgHx.

sOo sAd.

i kNo e cOnCeRt iS cUmInG.

yTd. iN fWeNsTeR. tOkEd tA sUmOnE wHo hAd nOo iDeA i eXiStEd.

kEwL.

bOrInG.

mAyBe lTr tHaN bLoG sUmOrE.

kAeS.

uLtImAtE yOo.

fReAkIfIeD.

sPiK sPoX sPoOn.

2004-10-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

oHmIgOsH. i lOvE tOdAe sOoOo mUcHo. iT wAs rAiNiNg, oMg. oN tOp oF tHaT wE pLaYeD iN dA rAiN. mE n feLi wErE sOoO LiKe dAnCiNg. sOoOo fUn! i lOvE my LiFe. iTs mOvIn oN sOoOo gReAt. i aM sOoOo hYpEr. hAhs. hApPy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eRm. pls CONTROL urself. in public. don diu lian. hehx.wOoHoO. wAtChEd e.T. iN sCuK tOo. kEwL. dAmNx. hAhs. aM i cUtE? nOo. iM nOt cUtE. sToP sAyIn iM cUtE. hAix. hAhs. eRm. iAn. iM nOt iGnOrIn yOo. uRe a gUd gOdBrO. n iTs kEwL. rMb jUx nOw? sNaTcHiN fEr e cAsE. kInDa LaMe. sOoO hEaVy. hAix. wAs dAmN tIrEd. bUt tOo bAd i sTuBboRn. dUwAnNa LeT u CaRRy. so HEAVY. see i so gud. duwanna let yOo. hEhx. lAmE lAr. oHmIgOsH. sAmUeL. gEnXiAn. i sAw uR dAnCiN. gEn. yOo cRaCk mE uP! haHs. lAuGh liKe mAd. hAhx. wHeN gOiN bCk. mE meL dEb. TrAcE. sO fUn. HaHs. oHyA, wHy e oNe hU cArEs dOrN tAg aNyMoRe? hE dOn cArE aNymOrE. hAix. mIsS hIm. kInDa. hAix. oKaEs. byEs.

uLtImAtE yOo.

fReAkIfIeD.

sPiK sPoX sPoOn.

2004-10-21T01:09:00.000-07:00

mood : bOrEd.
sOnG : bEeLiN's bLog sOnG. nIcE.

hEhx. tOdAe sKip sCuK. nOt cOs sIck oR hIp pRoBs. hEhx. bUt cOs, iN e mOrN, mOi mUm aSkEd mE. "yOu wAnNa gO sCuK nOt?" i sAeD nO. hAhs. sOoOoO... sLePt tIlL 12. hAhs. tHiNk iT rAiNeD. cOmFy bEd. sO kEwL. bUt sOo bOrEd nOw. lTr gOiN sUmwhEr. hAix. j iS gOiN bCk lErH. hOlIdAeS nO mOrE. hAix. byE. iM gOnNa mIsS yOo sOo mUcH. hAix. lTr gOnNa pLay tEnNiS[tEvEe] wIf sTeVe. lOlx. hE sEeMs tO lIkE iT aLoT. eRmMs. eUnIcE, i cAnT gEt InTo yA bLoG. vElLy sOlLeE. lOlA. tHoUgHt yA gOnNa cAlL. WHERE? hAhx. jUsT kIdDiN. MSN STILL CANT SIGN IN. my LiFe is bReAkInG. hAix. i gOt PhOnE nO mOrE. dOrN wAsTe mOnEy sMsIng mE. oKaEs. sEeyA. rUlE oN.

uLtImAtE yOo.

dRaMa qUeEn sIgNiN oFf.

sPiK sPoX sPoOn.

2004-10-21T01:05:00.000-07:00

mood : pathetic.

for da first time, or mayb not first time. i feeL aLonE. im not desperate. sorta. i donno wud im lackin. i kno i nid smth. but i donno wud it is. cant be a bf ritex. nah. i donno. haix. not fwens. cos i have. gib me wud i nid! wud izzit? haix. i also blur`. noo idea. whatsoeva. i nid sumone to be there fer me. haix. but who cares. i mean. look at qing. her lifes always perfect. i mean. haix. nvmnvm. haixxxxxxx. nvm. HANNAH! SAVE ME. hahs. rmb tt time. hahs. ok.......

uLtImAtE yOo.

fReAkIfIed mE.

sPiK sPoX sPoON.

2004-10-20T06:26:00.001-07:00

mood : content. glad.
song : slide along side. shifty.

wOohOos. beL sAeD wE wErE bEzZiE fWeNs. i aM sOoO gLaD. loLx. wEnT tA bUkItPaNjAnGpLaZa wItH cUtIe.[fElI]`
fUn. wE aTe aT lOnG JoHn SiLvEr aGaIn. lOlX. hEhx. qUiTe rUsHeD. `cOs sCaReD i wLd bE lAtE fEr bAnD. wAoLiAo! dEb n fElI sOoOOo cUtE. hAhS. tHeN wEnT tA sCuK fEr bAnD. aS uSuAL. i dUwAnNa sEe yOo tHeRe. iM tOtAlLy fReAkEd oUt. dIn KnOw yOo wErE tHiS kInD. ohman! FeLi. HaHs. sAe yA nAmE FeR FuN. mE n dEb yAbBeRyAbBeR aS uSuAl. tHeN wEnT hOmE wIf mEl n dEb. kEwL. i lUrVe mAh fWeNs. hAhs. sOoO LoNg nEvEr tOk tO sHaOhAn n gOrDoN. wE gOiN oUt sOon. dOnNo wHeRe tHey wAnNa gOo. aNgEL sUrE GoIn. CaLl bAoYi gO. sHaOhAn hEr sTeAd mArH. oKaEs. bYeS.

uLtImAtE yOo.

aDdIcTeD tA yOo.

dRaMa qUeEn sIgNiN oFf.

sPiK sPoX sPoOn.

2004-10-20T06:26:00.000-07:00

2004-10-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

hi. woah. orchard, neoprintx. neoprintx. movie. dodgeball. cap. earring. long john silvers. badge. woah!! rawks! hahs. went ta orchard wid val. hahs. kewL.`` saw lotsa piple. theyre blind. not one saed hi. lolx. xuanmin. siying. ger. jiakit. lolx. hahs. so kewL. we watched a movie. dodgeball. no popcorn. so pathetic. i know. hahs. the guy beside me was like stuffin popcorn n all i cld do was look. lolx. hahs. drama queen stuff cumin out like vomit. hahs. i cant choose not to. hahs. byes! ruLe oN~

2004-10-18T03:28:00.000-07:00

gud dae. hahs. ermms. WHOA! steve no idea why today so daring. he actually called my hm fone. my mum was totally freakin out. she went. "STEPH! WHY STEVE WILL CALL YOU? HES A GUY!!!" as if steve was sum kind of disease. hahs. i was like err. wadeva. then i answered e call. took a whiLe to. i was kinda stunned too. the very first time steve called my hm. lol. luckily noola da alien gurl din come back n made me all tongue-tied. luckily i was damn relaxed when i tok to steve. he was a mate. lolx. fwenx. he wanted ta play tennis. i was like . " NO WAY." n i was way in da middle of a afternoon nap. hahs. he was like super disappointed. i told him to call fan to play. he was like, "xcuse me. ur screw gt loose? she CANT play." that cracked me up, and we both laughed. hahs. soon, he hung up. n i gt back to my sleepin. hahs. today at scuk. was so disastrous. i ended lookin like a total plonker. u know. as in a total NERD. hi! im nerd frm nerdville. im jux too nerdy. hahs. TOLD YOU GUYS I WAS A BRAINBOX. but doesnt show in my results apparently. dorn tok bout it. simpLe el seems to be so hard now. tough on me huh? im a poor soul. and you know it. lolx. im so a drama queen. bug off. ohya. how irritating can wei en get?!!?!?! he couldn get me. i told mum to tell him off. now he told johnson to help him n sms me. yet another bugger. don they have ANYTHING ELSE BETTER ta do. sick and tired of you. hey. lola. wif so many guys, like i wonder how u ever handle. lolx. is there such think as toooo pwetty. if there is. its fer lola. lolx. okkaes. byes. -

uLtImAtE yOo.

dRaMa qUeEn. sIgNiN oFf.

2004-10-17T01:49:00.000-07:00

rEaCh.fEr.dA*sTaRs.~bLeAhx. nOt a gUd sTaRt. lolx. wOt a bOrIng dAe. yA kNo wuD. i'lL dIe iF yOo tElL mE tO heLp yOo oNe mOrE tyM. hAhs. hAnNaH bAnAnA. dOrN fReAk oUt. it'll all tUrn oUt fiNe. din ya hear wud he sAed, it'll be okaes. hun.`` durrh. gross. i'll better leave. [a glowin LIGHTBULB]. hahs. woAh. lOaDs oF kewL kIds wHo cAnt gEt eNufF oF tHeMsElvEs. yukks. sum arent even kewL. double yukks* bLeahx. alrite. gotta go. byes. cya~

imissyoo 4eva n eva n eva n eva ..... oh shuddup. haHs. och shame*

[[~i.nEver.kNeW.yOo.tHeN.[[~yOo wErE jUx anOtHeR fWenx.[[~bUt wEn. i kNew yOo bTr.[[~I hAd tO lEt mY hEaRtx uNbEnd[[~aNd gIvE love sUm gLaMourx[[~sO.i loVeD yOo.[[~aNd nO mAttEr wAd hApPeNs.[[~JuZ rMb.[[~yOo r my fAiRytAle. my pRiNce cHaRmingx[[~iloveyou

2004-10-17T01:21:00.000-07:00

bleahx. im bck. lolx. BORING. everyday seems to be a eternal drawl. wud does one do everyday to kip on movin. sighx. no idea. hearin songs? mayb. cos im hearin now. rawks. rulez. wadeva. bleahx. `angel. ur two fwenx are superb. esp. lola. a* babes. perfect like nth. hahs. u also. da three of yOo. janice quite nice too. shes soapy. not tt chio. budden can also. `angel.`lola.`janice. bezzie fwenx ritex? hahs. lola. u mad? u ask me to join u all. i want!! hahs. if only..... wow. but i not a babe. hahs. mayb im a brain. bleahx. janice called me a brianbox. meanie. lolx. lola called me a babe. lolx. not. angel said babe wif brains. tt sound soo much btr. but am i? not. hahs. so no. i relli wanna join u all as well. soo kewL. all da stuff ya all do. i can only dream. lolx. lola. u can actually wrestle? hahs. wrestling queen. * puts hand out. lolx. ure cute. relli cutex. at least ure not at all fake. lolx. byex.

2004-10-16T05:26:00.000-07:00

mood: glad but sad.
song: my happy ending. avril lavigne. 1987. bowling fer soup.

hmmms. morn. wake up. brush teeth. bathe. bleahx. then. went fer piano lessons. din fin. piano theory as usual. teacher no reaction. lol. but she did say "grade 5 still dorn wake up. WAKE UP LAR GIRL." hahs. she jux totally cracks me up. lol. cute. ms chan or rather mrs chan. velly sollee. i will do nxt time. okkaes. hahs. then went ta westmall ta buy pressie fer felLi. last min. business. sowwie. heex. then bought this really chic converse baggie. soooo kewl. was bout thirty smth. quite ex. lol. this mth i am soo broke. lol. ohya! IM PERFORMING!! CONCERT. hahs. err. then went ta her hse fer e party. these are e ppl who were there or showed their faces. : deb, ivory, ian, mel, doug, tencent, ethan, aaron, junhao, genxian, tracy, lijun, yifang, janice, connie, eunice. yeah, think thats it. we watched mean gurls n SIXTH SENSE. GHOSTIE!! hahs. noo lar. we din relli watch. hahs. then we play truth or dare fer awhile. kewl. got sm parts soo embarassin. lol. hmm. ohya. haix. sorry ian. haix. nvm. heex. erm.. sum played water. sum played hp. hahs. i played hp. lol. then at nite. order n eat pizza wif orange juice or coke. lol. kewl. then watch tevee. i din go near it. mind you. too scared. lolx. then wanted to watch soccer. but nvm. i watch at hm lor. nida beg ri to on da tevee. lol. ermms. ok lar. crapped alorts. byes.

2004-10-14T05:10:00.000-07:00

why msn cant sign in. its so damned IMPT. but i duwanna n not gonna admit it. lol. you are IMPT. so IMPT! HAPPy? pls....... oops. i mean PLEASE. LEMMME SIGN IN. bleahx. crappy. kinda moody. tmr is feLi bdae. but ur actual is on mon ritex? YEAH!! shLd be. HAPPY BURFDAE! to da CERTIFIED rawker. love ya. heex. ur bdae ur bdae. hahs. i bout one++ gooooo. hahs. budden ians goin or is he goin? hahs. ermms. hes not ritex. sighx. why notx. lolx. MAJOR BORE. no MSN, no GUNBOUND. no CS. no SIMS. no FAIRYLAND. no MINICLIP. no RUNESCAPE. no GAMECUBE. no PS. no XBOX. ohya!!! gt da good ol tennis [tevee game] but NOO way am i goin near da tevee. its my phobia. lolx. I ALMOST FORGOT!! happy burfdae to da followin ppls: joshua, suzy, eunice,shaun. alexis, bel [izzit? hahs.] ermms..who else. SAY! WHO? hahs. shld b no more le ba. kkaes. bleahx. byes fer now. MISSYOO!

2004-10-09T05:37:00.000-07:00

[**iTs.mY__LiFe.]

hAhs. iTs my LiFe. iAn rAwKs. rUlEz. rElLi. nOo oFfEnCe. wAoLiAo. wHy eVeRybUdI sAe byes nOw. tHaTs wAd i sAe. bUg oFf. hAhs. bOrIng. jUx nOw, gO pIaNo aUdItIoN. cOoL. nOt.~ lAlA. hAhs. i pLaYeD "i bElIeVe I cAn fLy." cRaP. i sEe aLl dA oThErS sOo pRo. lOlx. hAhs. sAw aN oLd fWeNx. i uSeD e pApEr cOvEr mY fAcE. fUnNx. hAhx. gOtTa StUdY. byEs. [copyright]

x. cRoSsEd.my.hEaRt.sEaLeD.my.LiPs .x

2004-10-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

rEaCh.fEr.dA*sTaRs.~
hAhs. tHiS sOnG rAwKs. fELi sAeD i shLd sTeAd wId hIm. my iNnEr vOiCe sAeS nOo. cOnfUsEd. i kNo sUmOnE eLsE iS iN my hEaRt. tHiS pErSoN hAs bEeN tHeRe fEr a lOnGeSt tImE. hAhs. fErgEt iT. aRgHx. eL wAs kInDa hArD. dOnNo LoR. hAhs. aCtUaLly mY fOnE nOt lOsT. mY mUm tOok It. sIgHx. sOlLeE fEr nOt. rEpLyIn yOo. iAn. sOllEe. oKaEs. nOw wHeN sEe jUnHaO wEiRd wEiRd. cOs lIke bUsHuAng . wAd hApPeN? tOt wE wErE fWeNx. fErGeT iT. hE hAtEs mEe. bYeS.
--aNyThIn iS pOsSiBlE iF yOo jUx bElIeVe.~

2004-10-06T04:48:00.000-07:00

hAhs.wAd a dAe.hAd.a gReAt tImE wItH beL tHey aLL. hAhs. wE fAkEd a lOvElEtTer tA wEixIaNg. dAmN fUnNi. i lAuGh uNtIl sToMaCh hUrTs sOo mUcH. wE wRiTe aLL kInDs oF cRaP. wAoLiAo. SoOooOooOOo fUnNi. hAhs. pOoR wEixIaNg. hEs cUtE. lOl. beL rAwKs. ThiNk i fOuNd aNoThEr bEzZiE fWeN. hOpE fEl n dEb dOrN mInD. bUdDeN, tHey wOnT cArE dE. hAix. dOrN tOk bOuT tHiS. i lOvE fELicIa! iM nOt lEs. jUz tT. i wIlL lEaRn tA tReAsUrE hEr. sHe iS rEaLly nIcE. bUt mAny tHiNgS hApPeN, nOt sUrE iF tHinGs wIlL eVa bE dA sAmE. hAix. dEb? sHe iS cUtE tOo. v.v.cUtE. hAhs. aLeXiS v. sWeEt. nIcE lOrH. iVoRy ToO. MeLiSsA eSp. sHe kEPt SeEiN If I hAD a fWeN. hOw sWeEt. hAhs. i fOuNd oUt tt iF eVeRyOnE lOveD eAcH oThEr, tHe WorLd is PeRfEct. hAvE yOo sEeN iT?

2004-10-06T03:14:00.000-07:00

COMPLICATED~

iTs tOo mUcH fEr my hEaRt.
yOo gO iN aNd sPoiL iT.
oVeRfLoWiN iT.
i nId sUm sPaCe.
yA lEaVe mE tA dIe.
mAkIn mE cRy.
iTs a fEeLiNg i cAnt dEsCrIbE
iTs cOmPlicAtEd~

________________________________________________

yOo sPiN my wOrLd~
[pAiNtIn iT wItH cOlOrs.
cOlOrS.of dA: rAiNbOw~
[pIcKin.uP dA pIeCeS oF mE
tHaT nOo oNe wAnTs~

i nId yOo hErE wIf mE.
i jUx cAnt hElP iT.
[my hEaRt gOeS tOo yOo:
nOtHiN cAn mAkE iT sToP.
wOnDeRiN iF yA fEeL dA sAmE~

2004-10-05T05:13:00.001-07:00

hAix. yOo kNo it rElli hUrtx wenEva i sEe yOo. yOo tOtalli hAvE nOo iDeA. yOo dOrN evEn cArEx. aRghxx. CUT!
dRama qUeEn. jux pReTendIn jux nOw. cOs i tHiNk oF yOo nOo mOrE. yOo bRoKe mY hEaRtx. lEavIn mE ta cLeAr dA mEsS yA mAdE. sImpLy eviLx. aRghxx. dO i rEally hAvE atTituDe pRobx? mAyb. [[~.we nEvEr kNo.]]

tOkIn.tA.aEs.gUyx. cUtEx. lolx. hAhs.

i hAtE yOo tA dA cOrE. gEt oUt oF my wOrLd. yOo bIg fAt fLiRt! bUg oFf. i hAtE yOo. hAhs.

[[~i.nEver.kNeW.yOo.tHeN.
[[~yOo wErE jUx anOtHeR fWenx.
[[~bUt wEn. i kNew yOo bTr.
[[~I hAd tO lEt mY hEaRtx uNbEnd
[[~aNd gIvE love sUm gLaMourx
[[~sO.i loVeD yOo.
[[~aNd nO mAttEr wAd hApPeNs.
[[~JuZ rMb.
[[~yOo r my fAiRytAle. my pRiNce cHaRmingx
[[~iloveyou

2004-10-05T05:13:00.000-07:00

hAix. yOo kNo it rElli hUrtx wenEva i sEe yOo. yOo tOtalli hAvE nOo iDeA. yOo dOrN evEn cArEx. aRghxx. CUT!
dRama qUeEn. jux pReTendIn jux nOw. cOs i tHiNk oF yOo nOo mOrE. yOo bRoKe mY hEaRtx. lEavIn mE ta cLeAr dA mEsS yA mAdE. sImpLy eviLx. aRghxx. dO i rEally hAvE atTituDe pRobx? mAyb. [[~.we nEvEr kNo.]]

tOkIn.tA.aEs.gUyx. cUtEx. lolx. hAhs.

i hAtE yOo tA dA cOrE. gEt oUt oF my wOrLd. yOo bIg fAt fLiRt! bUg oFf. i hAtE yOo. hAhs.

[[~i.nEver.kNeW.yOo.tHeN.
[[~yOo wErE jUx anOtHeR fWenx.
[[~bUt wEn. i kNew yOo bTr.
[[~I hAd tO lEt mY hEaRtx uNbEnd
[[~aNd gIvE love sUm gLaMourx
[[~sO.i loVeD yOo.
[[~aNd nO mAttEr wAd hApPeNs.
[[~JuZ rMb.
[[~yOo r my fAiRytAle. my pRiNce cHaRmingx
[[~iloveyou

2004-10-04T17:51:00.000-07:00

hahs

now at scuk.

how ta use com?

lab.

lol.

obvious.

hahs.

lifeskills.

blog skills.

hahs.

mayb.

sooo lame.

byes.

2004-10-04T02:12:00.000-07:00

hahs.

i hearin under the sea now.

soo cool

lol.

haiyo.

tadae?

hahs.

take neoprints wif deb n feli.

so fun.

lol.

mel n ivory also go.

budden din take wif them lor.

donnooo.

byes.

2004-10-03T07:43:00.000-07:00

heres a s a d s t o r y

theres a guy. [a] theres a gurl [b]. theres another guy [c]. n another gurl [d]
[a] is wif [b]. n [c] is wif [d]. [a] n [d] secretly liked each other. [b] n [c] din kno. [d] sooon broke with [c] then now. [d] told [a] she liked someone else. [a] mayb gonna break with [b] [b] so innocent. so poorthing. i pity her. sad .....

anywaes.
[d]
don b a flirt.
[a]
cherish wad u have.]
[b]
u rawk.
[c]
u rawk too.

why do ppl always play wif hearts.
izzit tt fun.
it really hurts..
byes.
luckily. i m free.

2004-09-30T08:00:00.000-07:00

ermms.
how to start.
i kno loads of ppl hate me.
cos of my attitude.
but too bad.
its juz me.
wad do they kno anywaes.
anywaes.
only those that matter to me r important.
my mates. bros.
lol.
the rest
bug off.
they wanna hit me.
im here.
cmon.
hit me.
they'll feel gud.
but someday.
they'll get it worse.
if they don have a conscience.
it hurts to go against ur conscience.
hahs.
todaez.
took loads of foto wif my hp.
of me. deb. feli.
+ abit of mel.
fun.
lol.
hahs.
the poses n all.
kewl! hahs.
byes!

2004-09-29T08:39:00.000-07:00

my poor leg.
walk with an obvious limp.
so pathetic.
laughed at myself.
hahs.
funny.
ppl give da "funny" look.
hahs.
ivory+mel+feli+myself.
laughed.
lol
after scuk.
went plaza with mel+ivory.
yays!
bought fb. 2nd edition.
lol.
so cool.
then go mos burger.
treated ivory.
fish burger.
yum.
lol.
then saw sum idiots frm our scuk.
they saw us and made the vomit effect.
simply gross.
lol.
then saw smth i shouldn have.
so nosey for wad.
make urself so miserable.
it was "da" msg.
sigh.
nvm.
i doncare anymore.
hahs.
byes!

2004-09-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

whoa
wad a day.
kinda fun.
not gonna like yOo anymore.
see this? hahs.
bye.

2004-09-27T03:56:00.000-07:00

hey.
strawberri.
thank you!
i muz b mad.
sayin thank you after u insult me.
hahs.
ermms.
but if i really changed..
i m not tt angry anymore.
hmm..
u made me realize.
tt i shld change for e better.
thank you so much..
hahs.
u rawk! u kno?
hahs..
nvm..
im psyched.

wao..
i m bored.
hahs.
nvm..
byes!

2004-09-26T06:53:00.000-07:00

hahs..
i will change..
i promise..
for 3 best ppl in the world...

2004-09-26T05:27:00.001-07:00

u kip sayin u cry.
u think u r so sad.
so poorthing.
wanna kno how i really feel.
u r not the only one hurtin inside.
u never thought how i wld feel.
u only kno tt i will snatch snatch snatch.
am i really that mean to you?
my bestest friend in the world.
but i guess i mean nth to you.
i only said i wld like him.
i wont snatch.
u wouldnt hear me.
i promised you.
i wont break it.
me n him r not even friends anymore.
wad do u really want me to do?
1) change schools?
2) die so i cant snatch?
3) disappear frm the world?

i really don understand.
no one ask you to gif that guy up.
i din.
i wld never.
u sayin like im the cause of everyth.
have u ever asked urself?
izzit really me?
no.
its not.
it not my fault.
its all for you.
deb.
i care so much.
u?
don give a damn.
nv,m.
i really cherished you.
but u don seem to care.
sorry.

2004-09-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

2004-09-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

to those.
*uc*_you, strawberri, damnyoo:
hey. cowards.
why do you hate me anyway?
have i offended you?
hate me also don dare to admit who u r..
jealous?
if you wanna scold me, scold me straight.
don do it behind my back.
n get lost.
bug off.
if you cant say nice things.
get the fuckin hell away.
got it?
don bother me.

2004-09-25T06:27:00.000-07:00

sigh.
chermie burfdae.
cool.
byes.
sad.

2004-09-24T08:26:00.000-07:00

ruined [almost.]
my marmee burfdae.
go clarke quay.
merchant court hotel.
food like shit.
hahs.
ok larr.
nvm.

tO sTrAwBeRrI.--
wHoEvEr.yOo.aRe.i.dOn.cArE.
iTs.mY.bLoG.
iT.s.mY.fEeLiNgS.
eVeN.yOo.tHiNk.iTs.fAkE.
tOo.bAd.iTs.mY.bLoG.
dOrN.rEaD.lOrH.
gEt.mY.wEbBiE.sItE.oUt.oF.yOuR.mInD.
gEt.AwAy.

woohhooo

2004-09-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

ermms.
hiii!!
hahs.
jkaes.
err.
hmm.
fun day.
wif
felizZz+debzZz.
hahs.
budden.
at night
call deb.
she abit sad.
donno why.
cant bcos of him right.
speakin of him.
i miss yoo!!
hahs.
nvm.
talk to doug+samuel+alexis.
talk to junhao+jolith+___[dono why]
hahs.
nvm.
hahs.
byes.
[missinyoothewholetime.]

2004-09-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

stuppid mommy!
i wanna go felizZz church
with eunice n her.
then she say gt a shuai ge.
hahs.
ethan?
think so.
anywaes.
sigh.
cant go anyway.
today.
v. fun.
the clovers bk is --
total smashing.
hahs.
smash clovers!
i don hate ian lar.
is he hate me.
wadeva larrs.
shh.
secret.
hahs.
me n feli so crazy.
todae in scuk.
we see ppl then kip on eeing.
then v. funny.
their reaction.
hahs.
byes.
i miss him.
but cant do anyth

sMiLe.

2004-09-21T06:28:00.001-07:00

whoa.
hahs.
rawkers inc.
glued back.
those were the pieces of me.
[[winks* felizzZ. ]]
jkjk.
anywaes. back again.
watch out!
the threesome is bck in town.
jkjk.
hahs.
waoliao. cos of ian.
i cant talk/fone/like yoo anymore.
so damn unfair.
sigh.
but nvm.
if i wanna keep my fwenship.
its gotta gif you up.
forget it.
hahs.
okaes. enuff.
byes...

sMiLe.

2004-09-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

2004-09-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

my mind cant seem to concentrate.

im always thinkin.

in a daze.

daydreamin.

im thinkin.

why muz hate exist?

part of life?

not so.

if u juz learn to forgive.

mayb not forget.

life wld be great.

why din anyone think of it sooner.

but then again.

mayb not that simple.

confusseddd...

byes.

2004-09-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

hi!
so many ppl rawk.
deb!
feli!
doug!
mel!
gen!
hahs.
they all. waoliao.
rawk. hahs.
sigh.
but someone really hates me.
who else.
ian.
sigh.
broken friendship ++ hate.
he hates me.
i don hate him.
wadeva.
who cares.
byes.

2004-09-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

2004-09-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

morn.
wake up.
brush teeth.
bathe.
change.
go to piano class.
i passed!!!!!!!
my exam lar! yay!
hahs.
thought i sure fail.
marmee said if i fail.
cant learn piano le.
lucky i pass.
hahs.
happy.
hahs.
then smsed him.
woohhoo.
then after that.
chinese class.
funny.
the guys so funny.
marcus was singin."lalala" in a super high voice.
hahs.
overall.
was kinda fun.
then teacher gif me 2 sweets.
say duwan.
she ask me take.
weird.
hahs.
anywaes.
farnie lor.

2004-09-17T22:08:00.000-07:00

hahs.

wad to say.

hahs.

happy.

cantell?

izzit that obvious.

hahs.

i donno why.

i sud. don care bout my fwens anymore.

hahs.

okok.

today,

hmm.

bb.

band.

major bore!

hahs.

he calle.d.

4 awhile.

we so long no talk le.

hahs.

bye.

wtf!

2004-09-16T06:21:00.000-07:00

sigh. donno/

wad happen.

din kno like u .

so complicated.

got u into trouble.

sorry.

2004-09-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

one word: sad.
i don care less.
fine.
i do care.
i feel soo left out.
i mean. i don feel like i have a friend. 0.
pathetic.
sigh
don care.
ok. bye bye ebyeby
sadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsadsad

sigh.

2004-09-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

ian. frankly.
when i read ur blog.
i felt like cryin.
i have not changed.
mayb i have.
i sud. miss the old me.
who was geeky n nice.
sigh.
who am i now?
i donno. sigh.
why do ppl have to change.
don change la.
bad stay bad. good stay good.
i hate myself.
for treatin u that way.
sorry.
sigh.

wtf!

2004-09-12T02:20:00.000-07:00

waoliao.

leave me alone larh.

i din talk to you.

why muz talk to mee.

make things worse.

i kno u hate mee.

but don nid to make me hate you too right.

mood spoiler.

anyway.

why shld i bother.

think bout [yoo] can le.

the other guy lor.

so long nvr talk.

haha.

yesterday juz talked.

lol.

not really tok.

scared his stead mind.

shld i even carry on.

sigh.

its kinda obvious,

who it is.

sigh.!

haha.

bye

2004-09-11T06:23:00.000-07:00

ok.
its so over.
me and octopus.
over.
abit regrets*.
but...
nvm.
wish he be happy with whoever. forever/
he hates me.
sigh.
wish he din.
my fault.
i hope the next time i meet him.
i wont ever like him anymore.
its sad.
sigh.
but i'll get over it.
no worries.
sigh.
meanwhile.
the other guy probably dying in someplace
haha
no larh.
hes sooo ..
nvm.
hahas.
its a gd word.
not bad.
lol.
buh.
[rawkers.inc.]

2004-09-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

just read someones blog.

so sad. so bad.

haizz.

why must the world be full of sadness.

juz like yoo n me.

not really.

haha.

use yr name fer fun.

budden.

once again.

why cant we all be happy.

satisfied.

i cant. u cant. don bother to tok bout it.

sigh.

sad.

yoo.

makes me feel weird.

deep inside.

tho i kip askin yoo to be my bro.

i actually don mean it.

hopin yoo wont accept.

and u din anywaes.

but.

there is still an emptiness in mee.

u r not mine.

n will nver be.

knoin that.

my heart aches.

sorry.

hope ya don mind.

u probably. wld like everyone but mee.

i am not ur type.

sigh.

kip on dreamin.

and keep it there.

sad fate.

unluckiness.

its ok.

i accept it.

rakwkwkwkwk

2004-09-11T03:37:00.000-07:00

nth to say. bye

shuddup lar.

2004-09-10T22:55:00.000-07:00

when r u gonna ask me to shuddup
u really changed.
i donno.
i don feel like i kno u anymore.
not the innocent gurl.
mayb i nver knew yoo b4.
regrets.*
wad made me say all that.
mayb cos of him.
i will try not to like him.
ok?
gd wif u?
4 deb. [if u r seein this,]

2004-09-10T06:49:00.000-07:00

ah kyou!

2004-09-10T01:57:00.000-07:00

hi.

here to blog.

again.

so mani times.

haha.

name jar!!!

word-vomit.

haha.

watch mary poppins.

again.

4 the 100th time.

i guess.

haha.

major bore.

i miss "yoo"

like so long nver talk.

but yesterdae juz toked.

haha.

i m not into name-stuff.

word-vomit.

haha

rawkin singleton.

feels refreshin.

heres a phrase.

[nvErLETda.fEaR.of.LoSiN.sToP.yOo.fRm.pLAyIn.dA.gAmE]

whoa!

2004-09-09T21:22:00.000-07:00

whoa.

wad a day.

ok.

u kno it hurt when u said that name sukked or wadeva.

haha.

but. nvm

i don like that name too

can u change?

pls?

haha.

hate goin there.

see him

haizz.

anywaes.

i rejected sk liao.

haha.

rawkin singleton.

i kno i like u.

but i wont admit.

haha.

not sure if i really like "yoo" [another guy]

cos u r nvr gonna b possible in my life.

haizz

4get "yoo"

if u see this..

no comments pls.

haha

u prob. r lost.

nvm

nxt time.

i explain to u.

haha./.

bye la

lalala

2004-09-08T01:26:00.000-07:00

com lag!

sux.

today

wake up so early

10 leiz!

force de lorh

haizz.

so lame.

go airport.

pick up jonathan and grandmama.

haha

not korean

so not.

not like shaohan

so shuang de lor

haha

korean 'ama'

lol

i miss ya!

yoo!

u-kno-who

anywaes

finally

talk to salted branch liao

yayz!

then so shuang

haha

shaohan so sad.

mad de

haha

sianhz!

angel thick-skinned

gordon so cham

haha

ohya

watch mary poppins.

sianhz

cya!

lalala

2004-09-08T01:18:00.000-07:00

boring
yea.
morn. woke up.
forcefully larh
10 leiz!
go airport.
4 jonathan and grandma.
whoa.
haha.
wanna go feli hse.
budden
guys goin.
i duwanna go liao.
haha.
rawkin singleton.
ask sk. who he really like.
he said mee.
whoa .
haha.
i am blurr.*
haha.
watched mary poppins.
ashlee simpson rawks!
pieces of me.
haha.
sooo lamee.
ooooh. sigh.
i miss yoo.
yoo!!!
u-kno-who-u-r.
if yoo are seein this.
lol.
miss ya to pieces.
ohya.
sry.deb.
cant tell u who.
yay!
finally talk to salted branch le.
happy.
bye bye

neoprints.

2004-09-07T05:13:00.000-07:00

this is the pic of me and feli. i am the one on the right. feli is on the left!! rawkers inc rawk!!

2004-09-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

feli n me

2004-09-07T04:32:00.000-07:00

boring

tootster.

2004-09-06T23:39:00.000-07:00

heyhey . fellow tootsters.hows ya life. lol. not all tootsters la. jkjk. i mean. me . feli . deb . donno leiz. i think deb got change abit. not sure. haha. i today cut my hair. so toot.!!! arghh!! help!! haha. tie up then ok lor. if not. sooo ugly. lol. haha. feli also cut. left deb liao. deb cut sure v. cute de. lol. hahahahahha.

then omg! sk ask me b his gf. i didnt ans . don wanna say anyth. i don want! haha. rawkin singleton. lol. haha. haizz. on fone wif deb n feli yesterdae. still nvr tok to salted branch. haha. my fone got confiscated. too bad. haha. bye bye bye bye bye . don miss me.. hahahahahahh. mad

whoa! wad a day

2004-09-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

whoa...wad a day. oooh. in the morn. juz woke up. gurl power. i mean the rawkin singleton life. i juz don understand . octopus. why muz u make things so bitter, i mean . we don have to hate each other marh. we can b good fwens. i wld be so happy to be good friends. its that simple. why muz u make it complicated. anyway. i watched the cinderalla story 4 the third time. cant get enuff of it. oh man.. haha

ok. wei en. scolded him. told him to bug off. get lost. so irritating. u wont believe it. he called me every sec . so sick of it . in the end. called mum to call him and scold. haha. i am mean. i kno. lol. shaun told me to off my fone. i tried. budden. still din work., have to use the hard way. haha. too bad. ohya!

omg. my mum wants me to quit band. i donno. honestly. ohya. dad hit me. but it turned out fine. anyway. miracle. lol. its ok. haizz.
gonna cut my hair tomorow! cant wait. whole day din tok to salted branch. so weird. haizz.

bye .

rawkin singleton.

2004-09-06T01:03:00.000-07:00

oh boy! i feel so great . this is so refreshing. no more guys 4 me. yea! rawkin singleton! this is so cool. haha. its the end octopus. bye bye. see ya. no more octopus 4 me. cos i guess wads really important now is my studies. fwens. and com. wadeva. not guys. yea!!! i rawk. haha. jkjk. hey! mayb we could make a club. to all the singletons. haha. bye

hiz!

2004-09-05T04:07:00.000-07:00

heyhey! hows ya life? 2nd blog. i think so. lol. bye! nxt time talk kaes. i m tired.